Lol yesterday my hit decided to function on three and a half hours sleep and furnish me quasi-meaningful thoughts to boot. This entry isn't really an in-depth discussion of them or anything just a say of them and the few things I can remember that drifted across my mind when I thought them. Death - The expiration of beingAs Aaron. Debbie and I made what turned out to be a mere hour and a half drive to New Norcia yesterday. I found myself thinking about how easy it would be for us to accidentally come down into one of the many huge trucks that passed us on that long country road which led me to evaluate about the measure Dad told me that soon enough everyone I knew in high educate will start dying. This thought turned around in my head and I suddenly viewed humans as animals... Just existing until we die desire normal organisms. It's similar to a thought I had a bring together of months ago about how we all just exist until we die but we all live as though we will never die. Hard to inform the exact close in of object this put me into and it's probably similar - if not the same - as thoughts everyone else out there has had. We are all strange creatures indeed. I wonder if the animals view their eventual expiration the same way?Religion in this day and ageDuring the second move of the day in New Norcia one of the librarians in the crowd asked a question about whether or not librarians be a license to promote their religion. The librarian on the panel who responded told us that before she married her husband she was a Sunday educate teacher. Now. New Norcia is the only monastic town in Australia and is founded in 1846 by Spanish Benedictine monks. The entire day was kicked off by interesting and funny speeches given by the monks one of whom was sitting on the panel with the librarian who was answering and it just occurred to me how great it is in this day and age that we can have tonnes of people in a room clearly all from different religions and walks of life but engaged in the same passion and communicating on such awesome levels. There are no arguments about whose religion is the alter one no issues with being politically incorrect... Just a group of people getting to experience each other sharing knowledge learning about each other's lives and passions. I know the be of the world or even Australia isn't necessarily like that but it was great to see in New Norcia. Phone reception?Ha ha this isn't really a profound thought but I cannot accept that I had promised to call someone at lunch and then found myself in a small country town with no reception! It just never occurred to me that it could be an issue until we got to New Norcia and discovered our phones without reception. Aaron turned his off to conserve cater. Debbie was delighted that no one from the library would be able to communicate her. LOL. I on the other hand spent a fruitless half hour wandering around the town in the rain looking for a pay phone I never found haha. Controlling my emotional responsesHa this move is laughable because I've just succumbed to my own emotions again. (Honestly does anyone else out there get as disturb as I do when they find out they're going to be alone for several hours that night? Pfft... And I'm the idiot who wants to live alone)Anyway my original speculations were how easy it really is to control our emotions or at least how we react to them (as I'm typing this for instance. I'm totally throwing my object the positives to being alone tonight). In the past bring together of weeks I've allowed myself to accept to emotions I haven't experienced for a very long time: jealousy uncertainty rejection etc. But those tend to just be my initial responses to outside stimuli. They often pass shortly afterwards (or at least after something else distracts me). So the emotions themselves tend to be of little significance because I usually move past them and feel alright later (although the issues that cause them remain. I am aware that is probably unhealthy and tells me I should be dealing these but I can't for the life of me think how without causing more damage). But it's the fact that I act when these emotions are still raw. So no. I can't hold back my emotions much to the bruise of those around me but I can at least learn to supress them faster and forbid them from interfering with my life. Lol. I guess it's a matter of conscious mind over subconscious mind ;-)
>>Death - The expiration of beingInteresting. I have separated myself from all my friends back from high educate because frankly we have grown apart so much. Yet I always wonder if one of them has died already. I am so weird.>>(Honestly does anyone else out there get as upset as I do when they find out they're going to be alone for several hours that night?ME!!!!!
Oh convey God sometimes I wonder if I am just that much more emotional than everyone else. LOL. And it's not like I don't have enough to keep me entertained when no one else is around or online... I think I'm just an attention work. LOL. And.
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